this need to offload.
do i offload cause it's a form of mental release?
do i offload cause i need someone to talk to?
do i offload cause i don't wanna sound too grumpy?
do i offload cause i'm too lonely?
i know i have a lot of friends out there to go to :) people who will be ready to stand by me, as they already are! but then i feel bad for always going to the same people. just now after work while walking down the flight of stairs i called up someone who's a few degrees away from the "call-a-friend" list. for a mo i thought i was too desperate.
but maybe i am just being honest. i might just go mad working like this everyday. hahaha. it's funny how i wanted to get more involved in the real business but during the brief today i was like totally stunned.
work does not allow procrastination.
i think the fact that marketing students are more busy and on the go than other specs or major in general speaks in volume of the jobs we hold. tonight i left office after 9pm. and even though i left, i brought work back.
for the record, i worked on Saturday and Sunday too.
hoping i could clear as much as i can of the accumulated data and do the daily stuffs.
but ohwells. intern for a reason :)
on the ride back i was imagining myself quarrelling with my existing bf who is non-existent at the moment.
i think i knew i have to get a guy who supports my aspirations. who takes my whines/grumbles/complains about work even though then again, i am a workaholic. someone who will not force me to say "this is a part of me, that you will never ever take away from me."
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i am missing something.
每个人都缺乏什么，我们才会瞬间就不快乐。
